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Name: Ava
Gender: Female


Interests: Vegetarianism, Marching band (Flute, Piccolo), Showing Dogs (Wire Fox Terriers), Belly Dancing
Expertise: Psychology, Sociology, supporting (or running, depending on the day and person) the professional and personal lives of men twice my age. At least my former boss gave me due credit...
Occupation: Graduate Student
Industry: Research


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Member Since: 1/20/2004

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

I have:

Finished my first year of grad school
Co-authored three published journal articles
Been chosen to be on a student gov committee for research
Been chosen as an alternate for a teaching committee
Started to rent an apartment by myself
Not been pressured into buying a condo I wasn't ready for
Paid off half of my undergrad loans
A retirement account
Enough savings to last 3-4 months
Bought a car (one that works!) in full w/ cash
Lost 10 lbs
Tried a drastically different haircut and loved it
Taken a break from my commitment-phobic boyfriend
Ditched my toxic pseudo-friends
Discovered a passion and a hint of talent for anatomy and dissection
Successfully completed a biomechanics course







Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Wow, what an incentive to get to know me! Look at what a great, fun-loving person I am.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||| 30%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||| 56%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43%

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


trait snapshot:
introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual

Jung Test Results


Introverted (I) 72.41% Extroverted (E) 27.59%
Intuitive (N) 60% Sensing (S) 40%
Thinking (T) 68.75% Feeling (F) 31.25%
Perceiving (P) 54.55% Judging (J) 45.45%

Your type is: INTP
Accuracy:

INTP - "Architect". Greatest precision in thought and language. Can readily discern contradictions and inconsistencies. The world exists primarily to be understood. 3.3% of total population.

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

I want to:
    Have enough autonomy to run my own research program
    Make an important contribution to science and society through research
    Raise a wire fox puppy
    Feel confident, sexy, and comfortable with my own body
    Have a meaningful and rewarding marriage one day
    One day raise my own kid
    Find a positive self-identity and maintain integrety
    Learn to be a straight-shooter
    Go to Paris again
    Visit Iceland
    See New Zeland
    Learn French
    Take flute lessons
    Keep and find true friends
   
   


I should:
    Get up at 6 every morning to run
    Get into to work by at least 8:30 every morning
    Leave work no later that 5 unless there's a housefire
    Stop eating at the cafeteria
    Eat more fiber
    Take my vitamins consistantly
    Keep touch with my childhood friends
    Ditch my toxic psuedo-friends
    Find a boyfriend with less baggage
    Get in touch with professors at prospective grad schools
    Study for the Psych GRE
    Enroll in a GRE class
    Study for the GRE
    Learn to be a straight-shooter
    Get rid of acne
    Lighten my eyebrows
    Play my flute more often than never
    Figure out where my relationship is going
    Replace battery in beeping smoke detector
    Sweep and mop floors
    Budget my expenses
    Wash the car
    Put flowers in the flower boxes
    Ask for references
    Learn to spell
    See a Dr. about my palpitations
    Get an eye exam
    Go to the dentist
    Do sit-ups
    Iron my clothes
    Get my jackets dry-cleaned and taylored
    Host a get-together
    Thank my grama for my birthday present
    Mow the lawn
    Do laundry
    Call study participants for follow-up
    Schedule new participants
    Double-check database
    Submit IRB modification and MRPC application
    Help make a poster
    Make my own poster
    Find research about something that actually excites me
    Finish NP assesments faster
    Learn how and when to say "no"
    Whiten my teeth
    Collect rent and utility $ in full from roomie
    Find a new roomie or new place to live
    Watch less TV
    Read more
    Clean the fridge
    Take stats classes
    Take Bellydance lessons
    Get new shoes and boots
    Make new friends
    Leave IC
   
   
   
   


Thursday, July 07, 2005

OK. So I'm the biggest dork, and you'd think that I won the lottery today based on how I'm acting.  I got an email from my old psych Prof. today inviting me to a celebration for one of his graduate students who is defending her dissertation tomorrow.  Granted, it was to quite a few other people, but I was still on there anyway, so I'm going. I'm really happy and excited for her, and I'm also glad to hear from my Prof.

I have no idea what to think of London today...it's definately eerie and shocking. Such a violent world we live in. Although when I was watching CNN this morning before work, some reporter-dude was musing about how "...we've let our guard down, and began focusing on missing girls in Aruba and shark bites...it's no wonder we got attacked again..."

1.  WE MUST ALWAYS LIVE IN FEAR to prevent attacks! Somehow I think not. But you know, it will get you re-elected (or elected for first time, depending on how you view the 2000 election), generate hatred, and money...

2. Umm, that's your own damn fault, lame-ass newsreporter, for focusing on one, single missing girl and a string of shark bites instead of the nukes in North Korea, the G8 summit, world hunger, AIDS, Global warming, the precarious status of our surpreme court, our crappy school systems....

3. We are not Brittian, you pompous  idiot. Even though Tony Blair (much to my dissappointment) has become Bush's puppet, you cannot speak for their greiving nation as if you were one of them.

4. #1 re-visited. How the hell does constantly reporting about terror help the situation? If anything, it's crying wolf.

That's it today. I was supposed to be looking at grad schools. So much for motivation.

 



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